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000010:......Hey.
000020:	001;Can we talk?
000030:Yeah....
000040:	002;Did you cool down your head enough?
000050:I think so?
000060:	000;
000070:I'm taking a walk. I need some air for my head... But I'm afraid I still have to sort out things...
000080:....How was the weather over there?
000090:	001;It was great.
000100:Really? Same here. I slept late, but it was so bright when the sun rose. So my eyes opened on their own.
000110:	002;Not good.
000120:I see. It was okay over here.
000130:	003;Don't we have something more important to talk about?
000140:...I know. But I think I'll say something I shouldn't if we talk about it now.
000150:Could you give me some time to sort things out?
000160:		001;....
000170:		002;Okay.
000180:		000;
000190:	000;
000200:......Did you have dinner?
000210:	001;I did.
000220:That's good.
000230:	002;Kind of.
000240:I'm glad you had at least something.
000250:	003;I couldn't eat.
000260:...I'm sure that's because of me...
000270:	004;You know I didn't call you to discuss something like this.
000280:I know... But right now it's kind of...
000290:	000;
000300:I know today you got really frustrated and angry because of me.
000310:I know there's barely a thing I managed to do right. It's all because I'm not good enough.
000320:	001;Blaming yourself won't change anything.
000330:...I know what you mean. But can't you give me more time until I come up with something good?
000340:I can't tell you what you want every time you want me to, can I? I'm human after all... An imperfect human.
000350:	002;That's not what this is about. That's not what I think.
000360:...Thanks for consolations, but this isn't a really good time for one. I'm sorry.
000370:You've done nothing wrong. It's just that I need some time.
000380:	003;I think you need some time to settle down.
000390:....I agree.
000400:I'm sorry this is the only thing I can tell you right now.
000410:	000;
000420:I'm pathetic. I know that. That thought has hit me even harder since yesterday...
000430:I wish I could be perfect and good for you, but it's always easier said than done...
000440:I know how you feel, but I... I'm not perfect...
000450:Could you spare me some time until tomorrow morning? Let me be imperfect in the meantime.
000460:Sorry I'm being so abstract. I know this isn't what you wanted to hear from me... But I'm having a hard time myself.
000470:	001;I'm sorry I didn't realize that.
000480:Don't apologize. If you do, I'll feel more terrible... And you wouldn't know why...
000490:	002;Try figuring out on your own.
000500:Okay...just give me some time. I think my mind doesn't want to stay friendly with my actions right now.
000510:	003;It's okay. I understand.
000520:...Thank god if that's the case.
000530:	000;
000540:I do have something I want to say. And I do have something I must say. But I"m having a hard time understanding what's happening.
000550:I'll call you once everything clears out a bit.
000560:	001;What's this everything?
000570:...I meant I'll call you once I get to learn what I want to say to you.
000580:	002;Okay. And I expect something good.
000590:	000;
000600:I'm sorry I made you scared. And I'm no way proud of it.
000610:I...think I need a walk. I'll call you later.