//M
000010:#INTRO;%% opened his eyes on hospital bed..
000020:<16, 60>
000030:Oh no! where am i..?
000040:am i still in hospital...?
000050:no way..
000060:Leaving hospital was just one night's dream...?
000070:<1, 15>
000080:LOL
000090:...did u expect this?
000100:i didnt buy it..
000110:ah dont u think that i dont go along with this
000120:cuz i couldnt sleep a wink last night
000130:	001;How come i couldnt sleep a win?
000140:I had to think about smth
000150:<1, 15>
000160:i was supposed to think a little and go to bed
000170:but when i looked out the window
000180:the day was breaking already lol
000190:	002;I am a bit disappointed that u didnt buy it :'(
000200:Disappointed lol
000210:yeah me too lol
000220:it was such a golden opportunity
000230:to buy it lol
000240:<1, 15>
000250:I was thinking to go to bed after thinking
000260:but i didnt realize
000270:that time has passed that much..
000280:	00$;How could u not sleep... u dont look well
000290:LOL
000300:i shud have shown me refreshing
000310:but i cant deny what u said..
000320:<1, 15>
000330:i am not well lol
000340:i couldnt relieve my fatigue lol
000350:	000;
000360:#DEFAULT;
000370:@@
000380:are u up?
000390::'(
000400:	001;Yeap.. but what's with crying?
000410:Last night smth weird happened.. lol
000420:	002;Yeah i am up.. but i dont seem to have good morning..
000430:The weather is nice..
000440:but i just dont feel well lol
000450:	000;
000460:<16, 60>
000470:Last night i had so much thought on my mind
000480:so i thought to go to bed after thinking
000490:but when i saw the watch..
000500:it was morning lol
000510:feels like time has gone in a split second lol
000520:	001;You mean u stayed up all night??
000530:Yup lol
000540:i was shocked
000550:when i saw the day breaking
000560:on bed lol
000570:	002;Your time is stolen.. what a pity
000580:LOL
000590:who stole my time...
000600:let me search the fingerprint...
000610:<1, 15>
000620:LOL
000630:i feel exhausted.. :'(
000640:	000;
000650:#START;
000660:<61, 180>
000670:This may be a sudden question
000680:<1, 15>
000690:@@
000700:[bubble;focus]when u dont have unsolved problem
000710:what do u do?
000720:	001;I think about it and when i dont see the answer i just go to bed+#009_10+#009_20
000730:<1, 15>
000740:Thats cool lol
000750:i shud have done it yesterday
000760:	002;I just try to find out what i can do right away+#009_30
000770:Hmm.. right
000780:<1, 15>
000790:Instead of just thinking..
000800:i guess
000810:i could take at least a step forward that way lol
000820:	003;I try not to think about it if i cant solve it+#009_31
000830:Umm right..
000840:it's better to empty ur mind
000850:if i cant solve it
000860:i know it too..
000870:<1, 15>
000880:@@, can u easily do that?
000890:i cant do it lol
000900:		001;Well, i try lol
000910:I guess trying not to think
000920:is not easy
000930:still it's important that we try lol
000940:		002;I get focused on other things that i can solve lol
000950:Oh
000960:i didnt know that way!
000970:i will try next time
000980:when i get other problems lol
000990:		000;
001000:	0000;
001010:<16, 60>
001020:After long time
001030:i realized that i am not good at
001040:thinking about problems lol
001050:	001;Are u not friendly with problems?
001060:LOL
001070:No.. and i dont want to
001080:i just get headache
001090:and time flies lol
001100:	002;I really get along with it lol+#009_32
001110:<16, 60>
001120:Oh @@
001130:if u keep seeing each other often
001140:u better break up with it
001150:there's nothing good about it lol
001160:Be careful
001170:not to lose any of ur time lol
001180:	0000;
001190:<16, 60>
001200:No way
001210:first i gotta get some sleep
001220:i think it wud be alright
001230:when i get some sleep
001240:	001;That's good idea lol
001250:	002;Hurry, go to bed :'( u must be tired :'(
001260:	000;
001270:Then see u later!
001280:#NO_REPLY;
001290:Am i keep thinking too much becuz i didnt sleep enough..
001300:<1, 15>
001310:Let me go and get some sleep lol
//B
001320:#INTRO;%%.. are u asleep?
001330:<16, 60>
001340:Yes..
001350:i am sleeping..
001360:	001;Ah.. u were asleep.. hope u sleep tight...
001370:Yup..
001380:let me..
001390:have some..
001400:<1, 15>
001410:ah
001420:it's on my mind
001430:	002;How could u answer when u are asleep... lol
001440:LOL
001450:<1, 15>
001460:i was sleeping
001470:but i was thinking to go to bed
001480:after answering lol
001490:		001;Then just go back to bed
001500:No...
001510:<1, 15>
001520:i wanna say no..
001530:but i am sleepy lol
001540:for now
001550:i will do as u said..
001560:		002;Oh no.. did i wake u up with the msg alert?
001570:Hmm.. its true lol
001580:but i woke up on purpose
001590:to answer u lol
001600:<1, 15>
001610:Phew lol
001620:what a gentleman i am
001630:lol
001640:		000;
001650:	000;
001660:#DEFAULT;
001670:	001;%%... are u sleeping?
001680:<1, 15>
001690:Yes...
001700:i am sleeping..
001710:		001;Then who is answering this lol
001720:My unconscious mind lol
001730:when i am out of it
001740:it sometimes appears lol
001750:		002;No!! u are not sleeping!
001760:I am awake for a moment lol
001770:but i will go back to bed soon
001780:		000;
001790:	002;.
001800:<1, 15>
001810:..
001820:Zzz Zzz
001830:		001;You are not sleeping lol
001840:No
001850:my master is sleeping..
001860:i am the fingers of %%..
001870:<1, 15>
001880:i am kidding lol
001890:To be specific
001900:i woke up
001910:as i heard the msg alert lol
001920:		002;Ah, i must have woken u up..
001930:Yeah.. i think so too..
001940:with cheerful msg alert lol
001950:<1, 15>
001960:Its okay to wake me up lol
001970:i could sleep whenever i want
001980:		000;
001990:	000;
002000:#START;
002010:	001;Interrupting ur sleep! Ring ring msg alert!+#009_40+#004_10
002020:<16, 60>
002030:LOLOL
002040:<1, 15>
002050:Urgh... no...
002060:i am becoming wide awake...
002070:	002;Sweet fairy.. have u made sweet dream?
002080:<16, 60>
002090:LOL
002100:Are u here to get some sleep
002110:i didnt make any sweet dream yet...
002120:i couldnt have enough sleep yet lol
002130:	0000;
002140:<16, 60>
002150:U are cruel...
002160:Why are u interrupting my sweet dream lol
002170:	001;Cuz i am bored
002180:How could u interrupt my dream for fun..
002190:such a villain lol
002200:<1, 15>
002210:If u interrupt me now
002220:i have to get some sleep that much longer lol
002230:	002;I wanted to talk to you+#009_50
002240:LOL
002250:aww did u? :'(
002260:U just wanted to talk to me :')
002270:<1, 15>
002280:I almost woke up becuz of ur cuteness
002290:but i will gather myself
002300:and sleep a bit more..
002310:i am too exhausted :'(
002320:	000;
002330:<1200, 2400>
002340:…………………..
002350:Did i... sleep?
002360:	001;Yes.. u did lol
002370:<16, 60>
002380:Ah lol right
002390:look at the time...
002400:<1, 15>
002410:but how come i didnt have any lol
002420:	002;Maybe u didnt..??
002430:LOL
002440:<1, 15>
002450:No..
002460:i think i had some
002470:and time has passed quite much
002480:i just..
002490:it feels like
002500:my body
002510:keep turning on and off lol
002520:	000;
002530:<16, 60>
002540:Ah right...
002550:[bubble;focus]i saw u in my dream
002560:	001;Me?
002570:Yes you lol
002580:we werent just txting
002590:but it was like actual person
002600:standing in front of me
002610:	002;I woke you up that much and you even had dreams? lol
002620:Right lol
002630:i try to get over ur interruption
002640:and i had such a full set of sweet dream lol
002650:	00$;You were only sleeping so i went to visit u in ur dream lol+#009_51
002660:You came such a long way..
002670:to come to visit me in my dream in person lol
002680:	000;
002690:<16, 60>
002700:Even in my dream i was asleep
002710:but u came along
002720:and sat down next to my bed
002730:	001;Were u sleeping in ur dream? lol
002740:Yup lol
002750:i think i was sleepy that much lol
002760:Is it complaint of unconscious mind
002770:towards my consciousness? lol
002780:	002;How did i get to ur home.. lol
002790:Yeah..
002800:how did u get in??
002810:intruder..
002820:phantom @@??
002830:LOL
002840:<1, 15>
002850:It was dream
002860:nothing's impossible lol
002870:anyway hear me out
002880:	000;
002890:<1, 15>
002900:When my eyes were about to close
002910:u shook me up..
002920:and whenever i try to sleep again
002930:u kept shaking me up
002940:I asked u to let me sleep
002950:when i looked up
002960:u were looking down on me
002970:<1, 15>
002980:It was distressing becuz i was tired
002990:but i think
003000:u were..
003010:[bubble;focus]very warm
003020:	001;It's a lucky dream.. now get ur clothes on and go buy the lottery ticket
003030:<16, 60>
003040:Ah..
003050:u came to give me good luck lol
003060:sorry that i didnt notice it
003070:why didnt u give me any notice lol
003080:As u paid me a warm visit
003090:if u told me the lottery numbers
003100:i would have understood them right away lol
003110:	002;Why did i bother sleeping one? lol
003120:Ah lol
003130:actually i wanted to ask you
003140:that question lol
003150:but i guess u wouldnt know in reality lol
003160:i shud have asked u in dream
003170:what a shame
003180:<1, 15>
003190:Anyway lol
003200:i am not done yet!
003210:	000;
003220:As i was sleepy and kept closing eyes
003230:u said that u were just fooling me lol
003240:You sang me
003250:a lullaby
003260:to sleep well lol
003270:	001;Singing lullaby.. that's full courselol u must had wonderful time
003280:LOLOL
003290:<1, 15>
003300:Ah but
003310:i couldnt manage to hear the lullaby till the end..
003320:as i woke up from msg alert lol
003330:Its a bit shame lol
003340:	002;You really had good sleep.. with sweet dream lol
003350:Yeah lol i did
003360:well.. good dreams
003370:i do have
003380:dream lol
003390:ah but
003400:is this dream not that dream..
003410:i mean both of them are sweet
003420:but anyway
003430:i really had good sleep lol
003440:	00$;Great.. then next time it's ur turn lol+#009_60
003450:My turn lol
003460:is it give and take in dream lol
003470:Okay!
003480:if it's possible
003490:i will make it special course
003500:which includes dancing and acting lol
003510:<1, 15>
003520:Instead
003530:you better dream about me..
003540:i will put a lot of effort in it
003550:plz dream about me lol
003560:	000;
003570:<120, 180>
003580:Argh
003590:i just dozed off again lol
003600:i think i am not wide awake
003610:<1, 15>
003620:Its exhausting all day when i stay up all night..
003630:No matter how busy u are
003640:try not to stay up all night..
003650:i heard it's not good for u
003660:<1, 15>
003670:let me get some more sleep
003680:	001;Yeah go on lol
003690:Yup
003700:see u later lol
003710:	002;I will wake you up time to time
003720:Ah... okay.. lol
003730:if u try to wake me up
003740:there's no way to stop it lol
003750:but i will try to focus and get to sleep lol
003760:See u later!
003770:	003;Are u sleeping again? :'(
003780:LOL
003790:cuz my body claims it lol
003800:let me get some sleep!
003810:	000;
003820:#NO_REPLY;
003830:@@.. i am still...sleep...
//L
003840:#INTRO;%%.. i think it's time to wake up now
003850:<16, 60>
003860:Yes.. well the time
003870:time to rise and shine.. lol
003880:	001;Is it true that u spent half the day sleeping?
003890:<1, 15>
003900:Yes... it is true
003910:LOL
003920:i think staying up all night
003930:is quite influential than i thought lol
003940:	002;Dont u have any headache when u lie down too long? lol
003950:<16, 60>
003960:I have headache..
003970:backache...
003980:sore throat.. lol
003990:<1, 15>
004000:I didnt lie this much
004010:even when i was in hospital lol
004020:i guess
004030:i am letting everything up lol
004040:	000;
004050:#DEFAULT;
004060:Woah..
004070:sun's already right over my head
004080:	001;How are u? Are u feeling alright?
004090:<1, 15>
004100:Yeah i am good lol
004110:	002;Welcome back lol
004120:Thank u for welcoming me lol
004130:	003;U could sleep more..
004140:<16, 60>
004150:Ah.. then
004160:i'd like to take ur offer
004170:and get some more sleep
004180:<1, 15>
004190:but if i sleep longer
004200:it's almost like hibernation lol
004210:if i sleep longer
004220:i wont be able to sleep at night
004230:just one night was enough to
004240:	000;
004250:#START;
004260:As i had some sleep now
004270:i can remember clearly what happened yesterday lol
004280:<1, 15>
004290:ah..
004300:now i shud stop thinking... lol
004310:	001;Did smth bad happen yesterday?
004320:Umm.. yes...
004330:it was no big deal
004340:<1, 15>
004350:meeting my friends
004360:wasnt that fun lol
004370:	002;Were you thinking much about what happened yesterday?
004380:Umm...
004390:<1, 15>
004400:Sort of..
004410:yeah that's the cause lol
004420:well.. it wasnt really fun when i met friend
004430:but i didnt expect this..
004440:that i would stay up all night becuz this
004450:	00$;What do u remember?
004460:Umm...
004470:two people..
004480:noisy bar..
004490:too many words...
004500:deep fur
004510:deep anger.. lol
004520:	000;Current situation's no good...
004530:`and i didnt have much fun
004540:`with friends yesterday lol
004550:<16, 60>
004560:As a matter of fact
004570:this is a bit
004580:code red to me
004590:	001;Are you talking about financial thing?
004600:It's quite similar
004610:<1, 15>
004620:PHew...
004630:i talked bout
004640:all sorts of things to u
004650:i tried not to show
004660:trying it to hide if from u
004670:is a bit...
004680:	002;Code red? in terms of what?
004690:Umm.. in terms of
004700:almost all these situation back to reality
004710:that i have to face with..
004720:<1, 15>
004730:hospital bills... film support fund that i lost...
004740:all sorts of things lol
004750:	000;
004760:Anyway jay called me
004770:in this kinda situation
004780:<1, 15>
004790:The one who was shooting with me on the day of my accident
004800:i am not sure if i told u last time
004810:	001;Yeah i remember.. u told me last time
004820:Yeah lol
004830:his name is jay lol
004840:	002;Is it the one that u saved by turning steering wheel? lol
004850:Yeah that one lol
004860:<1, 15>
004870:specifically speaking
004880:i tried not to hurt him...
004890:	003;I've never heard of that name before...
004900:Ah really?
004910:havent i told u about the day of accident?
004920:<1, 15>
004930:I am not sure but i think i've never told u the name
004940:anyway
004950:	000;
004960:he was the first one
004970:that i wanted to meet when i leave hospital lol
004980:<1, 15>
004990:I thought if i talk to him
005000:i would feel motivated to go for shooting again...
005010:At least
005020:i thought it would be the change of the scenery
005030:<1, 15>
005040:well as a result
005050:it didnt go the way i wanted lol
005060:	001;So consequently it wasnt good for u?
005070:Yeah..
005080:<1, 15>
005090:Or.. maybe
005100:even before i went to see jay
005110:smth has already started to crack
005120:within me.. lol
005130:people say once you get sick
005140:your heart grow weaker as well lol
005150:<16, 60>
005160:I dont wanna admit it
005170:but i think there was wound that i didnt even notice
005180:	002;Did he say something to you?
005190:<1, 15>
005200:Umm.. that fella
005210:seemed quite worried about me lol
005220:he practically tried to
005230:rebuild my life plan lol
005240:do this.. do that..
005250:wake up.. try harder..
005260:do this.. do this..
005270:i almost thought that he's my consultant or smth lol
005280:<1, 15>
005290:phew...
005300:we could talk about it as we are close friends
005310:actually
005320:the problem is other thing
005330:	000;
005340:It was really nice
005350:until i've decided to meet him
005360:but..
005370:<1, 15>
005380:Ah @@
005390:do u remember the friend who was on tv?
005400:that i told u before?
005410:Horse mask!
005420:	001;Hmm.. maybe i remember...?
005430:I think i showed u pic as well lol
005440:u cant forget it if u have seen it lol
005450:profile photo of horse mask online!
005460:	002;Horse mask lol how wud i forget it lol
005470:You remember right lol
005480:it's hard to forget once u see him
005490:	003;Did u send that sort of thing?+#009_61
005500:<1, 15>
005510:Yeah..
005520:i remember.. sending it to you..
005530:didnt i??
005540:<1, 15>
005550:Why dont u check the photos lol
005560:anyway if there's anyone in horse mask
005570:that's the one lol
005580:	000;
005590:Anyway when i got there
005600:jay and that horse mask fella
005610:were sitting there
005620:i was really surprised lol
005630:they ran into each other accidentally
005640:and he decided to join us
005650:So we've decided to
005660:have small dinner just 3 of us
005670:celebrating me leaving the hospital lol
005680:	001;It's quite normal so far..
005690:Right?
005700:i didnt know it then..
005710:<1, 15>
005720:But mostly the start
005730:nears you like it's normal lol
005740:	00$;Narration - he didn't know... that it would be the start..+#009_62
005750:LOL
005760:Informant(voice altered) :
005770:At first
005780:i was quite relaxed as i was told
005790:it's just a dinner celebrating my release
005800:i couldn't even imagine
005810:it would turn out this way
005820:	0000;
005830:<1, 15>
005840:Wait a sec @@
005850:i shud
005860:wash my face i mean eyes
005870:The screen seems too blurry
005880:is it becuz i slept too much lol
005890:	001;Oh no.. go and wash your face!
005900:Since i am washing
005910:i shud take a shower as well
005920:gotta change clothes..
005930:then wait a sec!
005940:	002;Woah... such a perfect timing..... lol
005950:Ah.. was it too perfect
005960:Timing matters in story!
005970:LOL
005980:<1, 15>
005990:i am sorry to interrupt btw
006000:but i didnt mean to make fuss about it lol
006010:i will be back soon!
006020:	000;
006030:[phone;009_s_L_D]
006040:#NO_REPLY;
006050:@@, my eyes are too stiff
006060:i gotta go wash my face
//D
006070:#INTRO;%%? Dont u have something to tell me lol
006080:<16, 60>
006090:Ah @@
006100:actually i was just about to get back to you lol
006110:	001;Isnt it comments of someone who forgot to msg lol
006120:`‘i was just about to msg you’ lol
006130:Geez.. @@..
006140:i am not that kinda type
006150:<1, 15>
006160:I always keep my promises
006170:once i make one!
006180:LOL
006190:plz remember me lol
006200:<1, 15>
006210:Actually it has been a while since i took shower
006220:but all of sudden i got what i wanna do... :'(
006230:	002;I was waiting for your story :'(
006240:Oh.. it has been a while since i took shower
006250:but time passed a lot more than i thought
006260:as i was doing all sorts of thing
006270:i shud have msged u to wait a little longer :'(
006280:<1, 15>
006290:I had to take care of smth
006300:before finishing the story
006310:	000;
006320:#DEFAULT;
006330:@@..
006340:now i am ready to tell the story
006350:	001;Okay... now u shud talk as you made me wait for this long time lol
006360:Youve been waiting for a long time right? lol
006370:	002;Have you been preparing smth for ur story? lol
006380:Yup...
006390:well..
006400:i finished my own devout and neat ritual
006410:and i am all ready to tell you the story
006420:with clear mind lol
006430:	000;
006440:#START;
006450:To recover my pride
006460:which was damaged last night...
006470:<1, 15>
006480:[IMG;009_D_01]
006490:i had to tidy myself lol
006500:	001;I wonder how come you didnt msg but u were doing this lol
006510:LOL
006520:Isnt it fun lol
006530:		001;It's becoming curiouser and curiouser..
006540:LOL
006550:now i can tell..
006560:the secret of last night lol
006570:		002;Does it help to tidy yourself lol
006580:Yeah.. i think so lol
006590:It's said body and heart is connected
006600:some people dont believe lol
006610:but i tidied my body
006620:now i can tell you lol
006630:		000;
006640:	002;Are you gonna go out? where are you going in btw lol
006650:I am not going anywhere
006660:you might wonder
006670:‘that much?’
006680:when you see me dressed up lol
006690:<1, 15>
006700:NO..
006710:this clothes is
006720:not just simple clothes
006730:its an armor that protects
006740:my pride and dignity lol
006750:	00$;You're like model in magazine??
006760:LOLOLOL
006770:If it looks like model to you
006780:i guess it was huge success
006790:to tidy myself lol
006800:<1, 15>
006810:Ah.. my mind for armor
006820:is already working lol
006830:		001;Armor? lol where's that armor?
006840:The clothes that i am in
006850:is the armor
006860:that protects my pride and dignity
006870:		002;Armor for your mind.. is it damaged?+#009_63
006880:<1, 15>
006890:OH...
006900:u are very keen..
006910:right lol
006920:The story that i am about to tell you
006930:from now on
006940:is about my pride which was damaged last night
006950:		000;
006960:<1, 15>
006970:I thought i could tell more calmly
006980:if i freshen up a bit before i continue the story
006990:so i put some effort in it..
007000:If i knew you would wait
007010:i shud have told you
007020:		001;If you feel sorry add two more pics as penalty lol
007030:Pic as penalty lol
007040:it's not penalty
007050:but just my normal life lol
007060:<1, 15>
007070:Oh no
007080:what am i complaining
007090:for penalty i got
007100:plz forget
007110:what i just said lol
007120:<1, 15>
007130:Then let me send two pics with my heart..
007140:		002;You gotta act rather than just words.. lol
007150:Oh lol right
007160:how did u know lol
007170:i am more like a man of action lol
007180:actions rather than just words...
007190:Umm..
007200:what shud i do..
007210:<1, 15>
007220:The most ideal action
007230:is to get the right timing
007240:but it's too late lol
007250:then!
007260:		000;As a sign of apology...
007270:<1, 15>
007280:[IMG;009_D_02]
007290:<1, 15>
007300:[IMG;009_D_03]
007310:i am sending my heart
007320:in these two pics
007330:		001;Oh that's new pose lol+#009_70
007340:LOL
007350:Oh pose matters lol
007360:		002;That's very intuitive lol let me accept your heart lol
007370:Why are laughing so hard lol
007380:does it look funny lol
007390:I have to tell you a story calmly lol
007400:phew.. let me calm down
007410:		000;
007420:	000;
007430:<16, 60>
007440:Umm..
007450:Jay, harry and i
007460:three of us were having small dinner
007470:and talked about all sorts of things
007480:	001;What do you guys usually talk?
007490:Umm..
007500:It depends on
007510:whom i meet
007520:<1, 15>
007530:but with these guys we usually we talk about movies
007540:about scenes that i liked and i didnt like
007550:I would have made it this way
007560:This movie is all about equipment and that one is all about story
007570:<1, 15>
007580:what we can only enjoy
007590:It may be not fun when you were there lol
007600:	002;Dont you usually drink when you meet up friends? lol
007610:LOL
007620:Yeah actually we were lol
007630:<1, 15>
007640:but its not proper crazy one or anything
007650:it's more like a booster for talk
007660:but it was a bit too much maybe
007670:	000;
007680:At the beginning it was really nice
007690:as we are meeting after long time
007700:it was so nice to see them lol
007710:<1, 15>
007720:Harry didnt talk much
007730:and he only drank
007740:but he's normally like that lol
007750:	001;Are your friends peculiar?
007760:Both of them are not normal lol
007770:umm how shud i phrase it..
007780:they're luna..
007790:<1, 15>
007800:Anyway lol
007810:it's hard to find normal one
007820:in this industry lol
007830:Even among those people
007840:these guys...
007850:well harry's looks
007860:is beyond normal...
007870:jay is like beyond the level of horse mask
007880:when it comes to peculiarity lol
007890:	002;Did you and jay drink a lot?
007900:Actually...
007910:yeah.. i think we drank too much
007920:<1, 15>
007930:as a matter of fact that was the source of trouble
007940:especially
007950:	000;After that jay and i drank quite a lot...
007960:<16, 60>
007970:I mean jay
007980:i shud have noticed it
007990:when he was talking the same over and over again
008000:He tends to exaggerate a lot
008010:when he drinks too much..
008020:##000_01
008030:@@, do you have any friend like this?
008040:The ones who offend your feeling with what they say
008050:when they are drunk
008060:	001;Ah.. that's how it always begins lol
008070:So you have one lol
008080:Yes he's the perfect type of that person
008090:	002;That's me.. lol+#009_71
008100:Are you?
008110:oh..
008120:you must have level head?!
008130:those kinda friends
008140:only say the right thing
008150:so i cant refute it lol
008160:anyway
008170:	000;Anyway
008180:##
008190:Jay went hard on me
008200:and quibbled over things
008210:like whatcha gonna do
008220:lately it seems very tough
008230:do u have any plans..
008240:	001;Ahah... ‘You messed up your life so make it up!! to yourself..’ is it smth like this lol 
008250:Yeah that's right lol
008260:i think it was kinda similar
008270:he said dont i feel sorry for my life lol
008280:He must have said it as he was drunk but
008290:i think he meant it some degree
008300:<1, 15>
008310:So
008320:	002;So what did you say?
008330:Actually i didnt wanna say anything
008340:Why shud i let them inspect my future
008350:like getting my assignment checked
008360:in front of my friends
008370:it kinda hurts my pride..
008380:<1, 15>
008390:But i didnt need pride with friends
008400:so i told them the plans i got
008410:	00$;You guys must be really close.. as he asked smth pretty sensitive
008420:Still..
008430:its not picking up a fight
008440:i know he said it
008450:becuz he's worried..
008460:phew...
008470:<1, 15>
008480:Well anyway lol
008490:	000;So
008500:i gave them
008510:longer explanation with details
008520:To sum it up..
008530:first i got script from the professor
008540:i will get the hang of it while doing this work
008550:And i will pay back the bills by doing part time job
008560:[bubble;focus]and when i get some time i will complete my script...
008570:smth like this
008580:	001;THat plan seems quite fair to me!
008590:Really? lol
008600:wow...
008610:<1, 15>
008620:As i am relieved by your comments
008630:maybe i was hurt a way more than i thought
008640:but the problem was not that
008650:	002;It sounds good..! Did someone laugh at you?
008660:Ah lol no lol
008670:If one of them laughed at it..
008680:I wont be whining here
008690:in front of you
008700:I wud have seen it through the end
008710:and come out as the winner lol
008720:i tried to hold it with patience!
008730:<1, 15>
008740:But what happened next was the real problem
008750:	000;
008760:He asked me how i am gonna write the script
008770:and if i have any thoughts on mind
008780:so i told him what i am thinking
008790:His face was getting darker..
008800:And he said what kinda film i am gonna make
008810:out of that kinda story
008820:<1, 15>
008830:…….
008840:Ah wait a sec
008850:my blood pressure was about to go up
008860:thinking of it again
008870:	001;What was it about?
008880:The story is...
008890:<1, 15>
008900:let me keep it for now
008910:later..
008920:when my  wound heals lol
008930:i will tell you then
008940:	002;It's totally normal to be mad+#009_72
008950:Yeah.. so
008960:i was totally mad lol
008970:if it were other time
008980:i wud have fought back that he's talking nonsen
008990:<1, 15>
009000:umm..
009010:<1, 15>
009020:Anyway if it were any other time
009030:i wud have talked back lightly
009040:but i assume my mind wasnt ready for that
009050:i couldnt say anything or laugh it off
009060:	000;
009070:And next...
009080:it was a bit chaotic..lol
009090:i dont even wanna repeat
009100:the words we had
009110:<1, 15>
009120:The fatal blow was this harry that kjw%
009130:that fella!
009140:He was just drinking quietly and watching
009150:then he said he's done here and
009160:has to leave becuz of shooting
009170:and asked us to call
009180:when we make actual film
009190:And he went off
009200:	001;Ah... that was real blow
009210:LOLOLOL
009220:jay and i were fighting
009230:and
009240:when i saw harry leaving
009250:i could only laughing lol
009260:	002;I think he just went off becuz of work
009270:It's possible for harry
009280:but do u know
009290:how he sounds like in that heated situation
009300:that he has seen me at rock bottom
009310:and there's no reason to stay here with you...
009320:	00$;i would have fought back that he's talking nonsen+#009_73
009330:I know right!!!
009340:[EMOTICON;angry]
009350:Ah i overreacted
009360:that's what it seems like to you as well?
009370:After hearing it
009380:while fighting with harry
009390:i mean
009400:with jay
009410:both of us just froze up there
009420:	0000;
009430:<1, 15>
009440:In some sense i could say i didnt have enough space in my mind for it
009450:so i must have felt more offended..
009460:well after all...
009470:<1, 15>
009480:It's the reality that i have to overcome
009490:i knew it with my head
009500:but as i heard it in person...
009510:it was too bitter
009520:	001;It must have hurt... but u didnt show ur feeling at all last night :'(
009530:Well lol
009540:what's use to show it
009550:it would only bother u...
009560:<1, 15>
009570:I gotta handle it
009580:as i have to overcome on my own
009590:	002;That's how we all grow.. you will get stronger lol
009600:Yeah lol grow..
009610:<1, 15>
009620:They say trial that can't kill you
009630:makes you stronger in the end
009640:Maybe it was event to earn experience point lol
009650:i think i doubled and tripled the points
009660:which would take over months lol
009670:i'm gonna level up soon
009680:hooray..
009690:LOLOL
009700:<1, 15>
009710:Well as it happened
009720:i gotta be stronger..
009730:	0000;
009740:<16, 60>
009750:Ah right
009760:lol
009770:i think i was definitely out of it today lol
009780:	001;WHy? did u forget smth?
009790:Yeah.. it's very important..
009800:it doesn't really happen much lol
009810:	002;Why? do you feel sleepy again?
009820:Oh lol
009830:if i am still sleepy after sleeping that long time
009840:i really have to dig hole in the ground
009850:for hibernation lol
009860:<1, 15>
009870:i am sleepy but..
009880:this is such a rare case..
009890:i think it never ha
009900:	00$;%%, i think i know how you are at the moment...
009910:Oh really?
009920:		001;You havent eaten yet have u??
009930:Oh..
009940:...@@, i think
009950:u are very psychic.. lol
009960:<1, 15>
009970:Or maybe you are very interested in me lol
009980:It's the answer!
009990:		002;Yeap, but i am not gonna tell u lol
010000:<16, 60>
010010:……………?
010020:It's about me lol
010030:how come u are trying to
010040:keep it to urself lol
010050:U are so weird lol
010060:<1, 15>
010070:Alright
010080:then i can tell you myself lol
010090:		000;I will tell you in person lol
010100:	000;
010110:I think
010120:i havent eaten any single meal today
010130:	001;Go and eat :'(
010140:Yeah i shud lol
010150:<1, 15>
010160:I realized that i havent eaten any meal today
010170:becuz i heard the sound from my belly lol
010180:it was so loud
010190:that it freaked me out lol
010200:	002;Any single meal? Werent u hungry??
010210:No not a single meal
010220:i was so out of it
010230:that i didnt realize that i was hungry.. lol..
010240:<1, 15>
010250:I realized after i heard such a huge sound
010260:from my stomach lol
010270:	000;
010280:I will grab a bite!
010290:#NO_REPLY;
010300:Ah it freaked me out
010310:I heard this thundering sound from my stomach
010320:To think of it
010330:i havent eaten any single meal today
010340:i will talk to you after eating
//N
010350:#INTRO;%%... are you sleeping...
010360:<30, 60>
010370:No.. i am not asleep yet lol
010380:i wonder if i will be able to sleep tonight lol
010390:i finished eating and came out for a walk
010400:	001;Walk? Arent u tired today?
010410:This lol
010420:is nothing
010430:it may be a lot harder just staying home
010440:<1, 15>
010450:I may be able to sleep well tonight
010460:if i move without thinking
010470:	002;Walk... that's very you..
010480:I thought i could go to sleep
010490:after burning up this energy in my body
010500:by taking a walk lol
010510:<1, 15>
010520:Now i really gotta gather myself
010530:as i was such a mess yesterday and today
010540:	000;I should pull myself together
010550:#DEFAULT;
010560:@@ are you taking a rest?
010570:	001;I am lying down on bed
010580:Ah.. u must be taking rest lol
010590:did i interrupt when u were trying to go to sleep?
010600:I came out for walk now
010610:	002;I am trying to work out tonight
010620:Oh.. workout!
010630:I came out for walk now
010640:we could work out together lol
010650:	003;I am doing work that i couldnt do earlier lol+#009_80
010660:Ah..
010670:did i take too much time...
010680:dont care about me work hard!
010690:I am just gonna take a walk and go home
010700:	000;I came out for walk now
010710:#START;
010720:<300, 600>
010730:[IMG;009_N_01]
010740:	001;What's this?
010750:It's flower.. but i am not sure which one it is
010760:i've never seen it before
010770:it bloomed on the wall near the house
010780:so i took a pic lol
010790:	002;WHat flower is it?
010800:I am not sure...
010810:you dont know it either..
010820:I was about to ask
010830:i just took it cuz it bloomed on the wall near the house
010840:	003;It's beautiful...
010850:I've walked this street so many times
010860:and i've never seen flower before...
010870:but it just caught my eyes today
010880:	00$;Baby rose.. that's pretty lol+#009_90
010890:Oh.. is this flower named baby rose?
010900:its pretty
010910:I took a pic as it bloomed on the wall
010920:i was staring... wondering what flower it is
010930:<1, 15>
010940:If i knew u wud tell me the name
010950:as soon as u see it
010960:i shud have shown it beforehand
010970:	000;There was a flower bloomed on a street
010980:As a matter of fact
010990:[bubble;focus]it reminded me of you
011000:who spared time for me today so i took it lol
011010:If it werent u
011020:i wud have felt so depressed
011030:quite for a long time
011040:<1, 15>
011050:I thought
011060:there's no point to tell others
011070:that it wud only make me feel bitter..lol
011080:	001;Prolly you could have been digging in the ground lol+#009_91
011090:LOLOL
011100:I wouldnt be able to dig as it's tiring job
011110:i wud have been
011120:looking for caves to hibernate...
011130:These days the marketplace of cave
011140:which is close to central.. lol
011150:But
011160:now that i talked with you
011170:i definitely feels much better
011180:and i feel so relaxed
011190:	002;Anyone face this kinda situation lol+#009_92
011200:Yeah...
011210:Anyone does have those days but
011220:i think what matters is that
011230:whether you are drown in it
011240:or you can get out of it
011250:<1, 15>
011260:After talking to you
011270:i feel a bit more confident
011280:that i can get out of it lol
011290:	00$;You feel grateful? lol then give me 500 won+#009_100+#009_101
011300:Yeap lol
011310:Thaank you veeeery much lol
011320:i appreciate it...
011330:<1, 15>
011340:[IMG;009_N_02]
011350:I know this is not much but plz take this
011360:	0000;
011370:Uh..
011380:right
011390:look at the time it's quite late
011400:	001;Yeah, time to go to bed
011410:Now i shud go inside too
011420:@@, have a good night!
011430:	002;%%, you must be really tired as you didnt get much sleep
011440:What do u mean i didnt sleep much lol
011450:As i committed this sin not sleeping
011460:i had to repent my sin lol
011470:It feels like i used up my day for sleeping lol
011480:<1, 15>
011490:Dont worry and relax
011500:	003;Yeah! now it's time to rage
011510:<1, 15>
011520:What??
011530:Ah.. u must have smth to do
011540:but dont take it too hard
011550:<1, 15>
011560:Umm..
011570:i gotta go back
011580:	000;
011590:Thank you for today @@
011600:i will msg u tomorrow!
011610:good night!
011620:#NO_REPLY;
011630:You must be sleeping
011640:i will msg you tomorrow again
011650:good night!