//M-30 000010:#INTRO;%%? 000020:sweetie? 000030:u woke up early 000040:i didnt wake u up, did i? 000050: 001;what? what are u doing at this hour? 000060:my eyes opened on their own 000070: 002;no no! my eyes decided to open early 000080:i thought u woke up in the middle 000090: 000; 000100: 001;why did u wake up so early 000110:it's becuz of 000120:Jay's snoring 000130:<1, 15> 000140:i think it's worse than the construction noises from above 000150:how can he snore this bad? 000160:i'm sure nobody can snore like this, even if on purpose 000170:[EMOTICON;well] 000180: 002;did u sleep well? 000190:umm.. 000200:i did sleep 000210:but 000220:i didnt sleep well 000230:Jay snored so bad 000240:so i couldnt sleep 000250: 000;geez 000260:`Jay Ahn... 000270:#DEFAULT; 000280:Sweetie? 000290:<1, 15> 000300:are u still sleeping? 000310:umm... 000320:can u msg if u get up? 000330: 001;i'm awake! u woke up early! 000340:<1, 15> 000350:Jay was so noisy 000360:so i got up early 000370: 002;i just woke up... 000380:did u sleep well? 000390:Jay snored so loud 000400:so i woke up early.... phew 000410: 003;huh? did smth happen? 000420:oh yes 000430:smth big 000440:<1, 15> 000450:Jay 000460:snores so loud 000470: 000;i guess ur still sleeping 000480:`geez Jay Ahn 000490:#START; 000500:what shud i do with him? 000510:shud i block his nose? 000520:[EMOTICON;well] 000530: 001;is it that loud! then try blocking his nose with tissue! 000540:i already ended up using an entire box of tissue....... 000550:i considered blocking his nose completely 000560:but i'm holding onto that thought 000570:becuz of our friendship... 000580:[EMOTICON;well] 000590: 002;what if he wakes up...? if he gets up it might get noisier with his talking... 000600:oh.... 000610:i didnt think about that... 000620:then does that mean 000630:i have to choose from 000640:his talking 000650:and snoring? 000660:[EMOTICON;omg] 000670: 00$;is it that loud! he must be really tired......+#086_10 000680:umm..... 000690:i was about to feel bad for him 000700:but he's sleeping so well... i'm getting annoyed again 000710:he's always loud when he snores 000720:so nobody shared a room with him when we went on a trip together 000730:[phone;086_s_M_B] 000740: 000; 000750:<16, 60> 000760:why did i let him sleep over...? 000770: 001;youve been stressed out because of construction above! this is ur chance for revenge! 000780:honey... 000790:i think the greatest victim will be me no matter what i do... 000800:once they go on a battle of noises 000810:my eardrums will be destroyed 000820:[EMOTICON;sad] 000830: 002;u shud pretend to snore loud next to him! 000840:`he'd know what ur going thru once he wakes up to a snore 000850:but will that wake him up...? 000860:i dont think it's gonna work 000870:normally his ears dont function when he's asleep 000880:but shud i give it a try just in case? 000890: 003;what if u make him lie on his side? 000900:just a sec 000910:<1, 15> 000920:oh 000930:i pushed him and he stopped 000940:wait no 000950:he stopped for 3 seconds 000960:and he's snoring again 000970:aaaaaaah 000980:shud i turn him back? 000990: 000;i found a way 001000:`it says i shud tickle the area between his nose and lips 001010:<1, 15> 001020:hang on 001030:let me deal with the noise 001040: 001;ok! i wish u a quiet morning! 001050:thnx 001060:i'll try 001070:[EMOTICON;well] 001080: 002;u have to get rid of the cause to deal with the problem 001090:yeah 001100:i think that's the fastest and best method 001110:too bad i cant do that tho... lol 001120: 003;do u have some other way? 001130:first i'm gonna try the tip i found 001140:<1, 15> 001150:tho i'm not sure if it'll work 001160:[EMOTICON;well] 001170: 000; 001180:<600, 900> 001190:[img;086_M_01] 001200:he wont wake up 001210: 001;u tried all that? 001220:yeah... 001230:now i give up 001240:i'm too worn out to try harder 001250: 001;sure u fought bravely tho... 001260:which is why i lay back down 001270:i'm just going to consider it white noise 001280:and focus on getting back to sleep 001290:<16, 60> 001300:scratch what i said 001310:there's no way my brain can process that as white noise 001320: 002;so u ended up wasting energy 001330:yeah 001340:i'm so exhausted 001350:i think i can fall asleep as soon as i close my eyes 001360:<61, 180> 001370:nope i cant sleep after all... lol 001380: 000;i give up lol 001390: 002;that looks awful... are u sure his soul is intact? :( 001400:oh no 001410:<1, 15> 001420:luckily 001430:he's breathing... 001440:but honey 001450:dont ur ears turn sensitive 001460:when ur sleeping outside ur home 001470:cuz u get nervous without realizing? 001480:u know, wake up at the slightest noise... 001490: 001;umm.. i tend to sleep well in someone else's home...+#086_20 001500:phew... that's right 001510:actually i already knew he sleeps well just about anywhere 001520:but it's just too frustrating to hear him snoring 001530:<1, 15> 001540:aww i dont know 001550:i give up... 001560:[EMOTICON;omg] 001570: 002;yeah i tend to toss and i have hard time sleeping+#086_30 001580:ikr? 001590:that's what usually happens, right? 001600:tho he did visit a few times for sleep over 001610:i didnt know he'd sleep so well 001620:<1, 15> 001630:i dunno 001640:i give up 001650:[EMOTICON;omg] 001660: 003;looks like he finds ur place so comfortable lol 001670:phew... 001680:shud i ban him from visiting again? 001690:[EMOTICON;omg] 001700: 000;hone u sleeping? 001710: 00$;dont u have a recorder? try playing one! 001720:too bad... 001730:i have recorder at my parent's place but not here....... 001740:tho i have smth that looks like recorder 001750:<16, 60> 001760:[IMG;086_M_02] 001770: 001;what's that? 001780:my desk leg 001790:it broke recently 001800:if bare hands wont wake him up 001810:i shud make use of tools 001820:humans are evolving creatures, u know? 001830: 002;i think that will get u in trouble lol 001840:yeah 001850:i agree... 001860:tho i did consider this option very briefly 001870: 003;but u cant blow that thing lol 001880:nope 001890:i cant blow it 001900:but i can blow it up in pieces 001910: 000;it's a piece of a leg for my desk lol.. 001920:phew 001930:but i guess 001940:i shouldnt use this 001950: 000;but i start feeling bad for him as i watch him... 001960:`does he have hard time with his work? 001970:<1, 15> 001980:But in some ways i'm jealous of him 001990:i wish i could at least sleep with no worries 002000:like him 002010: 001;u shud sleep once he leaves 002020:i shud 002030:but i'm not sure i'll be able to sleep then 002040:will it be ok once it gets quiet? 002050: 00$;i dont think Jay is the problem... maybe u have too many thoughts to sleep 002060:oh 002070:uh 002080:well... 002090:i'd say my thoughts are not completely unrelated to this 002100: 001;i cant sleep either when i have too much thoughts 002110:true lol 002120:but my thoughts didnt hold me deep enough to keep me awake 002130:whenever i was trying to do some thinking, Jay kept snoring 002140:so my thoughts would end up being directed 002150:to how i can make his nose mute 002160:[EMOTICON;well] 002170: 002;why dont u think bout me when that happens?♡ 002180:lolol 002190:that sounds nice 002200:cuz i naturally feel better when i think bout u 002210: 003;i knew it - u cant hide it from me 002220:ur right lol 002230:well.. but it's better than yesterday 002240:and i feel better 002250:since ur with me 002260:[EMOTICON;happy] 002270: 000;but i'm feeling better than yesterday 002280: 003;why dont u get sleeping pills? 002290:at this hour? 002300:lol 002310:that doesnt sound bad 002320:but i dont think that's possible right now 002330: 0000; 002340:<1, 15> 002350:But honey 002360:Jay's phone keeps ringing 002370:what could it be? 002380: 001;umm... maybe his family is looking for him 002390:u think so? or is it just an alarm? 002400:one sec 002410:<1, 15> 002420:uh i think it's his colleague... 002430:oh right 002440:he told me last night he has to go work today 002450: 002;maybe it's his gf 002460:there's no way it's his gf 002470:he's single right now 002480:i wouldve known if he were taken 002490:who could it be? 002500:<1, 15> 002510:oh no... 002520:it's his colleague... 002530:that's right.. he has to go to work today 002540: 00$;maybe it's about his job 002550:what? 002560:<1, 15> 002570:i think ur right 002580:i think last night 002590:[bubble;focus]he mentioned to me 002600:[bubble;focus]he has to go to work today 002610: 000;uh i think it's about his work 002620:`is it past the time for him to work? 002630:i shud wake him up... 002640:let me go wake him up 002650: 001;ok! just him throw him out the door if he doesnt wake up 002660:lol 002670:gotcha 002680: 002;but he didnt wake up no matter what u did.. how are u gonna wake him up? 002690:phew... 002700:now things have changed 002710:i shud use force if i have to 002720: 003;u shud ask Jay to pay u for lodging and make up for ur lack of sleep 002730:i shud lol 002740:it's such a crazy morning thanks to him 002750: 000; 002760:#NO_REPLY; 002770:but why does his phone keep dancing? 002780:is it an alarm? 002790:oh right... 002800:he said he has to go work today, maybe it's about that... 002810:honey let me go wake him up... //B 002820:#INTRO;Honey watcha doing now? 002830:<181, 300> 002840:honey 002850:right now 002860:i'm enjoying my peace 002870: 001;the only difference is now there's one less man, and it's that quiet? lol 002880:yep 002890:i didnt know it'd be this quiet 002900:my room suddenly seems bigger too 002910: 002;u think ur peace will last forever...? 002920:pls dont say that honey... 002930:if u say smth like that i'd get scared... 002940:cuz it feels like smth might happen.. 002950: 000; 002960:#DEFAULT; 002970:Aww 002980:i feel sooooo much better now 002990: 001;at last! u can enjoy the peace now! 003000:i cant believe the presence of a single person 003010:can make such a difference... 003020:my home is so quiet right now 003030: 002;welcome back! watcha doing now? 003040:i'm having the time of my life with my peace 003050: 003;arent u hungry? i mean, u had to use a lot of energy since morning 003060:a little 003070:but right now 003080:my fatigue os bigger than my hunger 003090: 000; 003100:#START; 003110:now i'm getting sleepy 003120:so far my brain was wide awake 003130:tho my eyes felt dry 003140: 001;then u shud get some sleep! 003150:nah 003160:if i sleep now 003170:i think i'll wake up 003180:by the end of the day 003190:i'm gonna wash my face 003200: 002;isnt it too late to sleep now? 003210:it is 003220:if i close my eyes now 003230:i might wake up in the evening 003240:and i have to go to the live show later 003250:so i shud wake up 003260: 003;why dont u try to move around a little? 003270:yeah 003280:i was just about to do that 003290:if i sleep now 003300:i wont have enough time to get the live show on time 003310: 000; 003320:hold on sweetie 003330:Jay msged me 003340:what does he have to say? 003350: 001;msg? i thougth he left just now, did he leave smth behind? 003360:<16, 60> 003370:oh... 003380:it's no big deal 003390:[EMOTICON;well] 003400: 002;maybe he's cursing u for kicking u out... :( 003410:<16, 60> 003420:nah he wouldnt do that 003430:he's not completely shameless lol 003440:he just sent me some weird picture 003450: 00$;Jay : i slept so well in ur place! i'm visiting again tonight! :) 003460:<16, 60> 003470:oh geez 003480:if that was the case i would... 003490:[EMOTICON;omg] 003500:but luckily that's not it 003510: 000;oh 003520:`it's no big deal 003530:<1, 15> 003540:[img;086_B_01] 003550:this is a pic he took at the studio yesterday 003560:he says i look nice so he wants me to have it 003570: 001;what's this? 003580:i think he took it at the studio yesterday 003590:but evtng's out of focus 003600:how is this supposed to look nice? lol 003610: 00$;he think u look nice in this pic? he's so weird... 003620:lol 003630:according to him 003640:this pic captured so well how i'm so engrossed in my work 003650:and it looks more realistic and lively 003660:cuz it's out of focus 003670: 001;dont ever go on a trip with him.. i have a feeling he'll take all pictures like this... 003680:yup 003690:not all pictures turn out realistic and lively 003700:cuz it's out of focus lol 003710: 002;now that u say that, it does look kind of interesting cuz it's out of focus.... 003720:nah he's making an excuse for letting his hands shake when he took it lol 003730:i'm not so sure bout what he says 003740:and there's nothing special bout it except i'm making a serious face 003750: 000; 003760: 003;wow that looks nice 003770:it does? 003780:i'm not so sure about that 003790:i dont like it 003800:i look too serious 003810: 001;i think that's what makes it look cool! u look different than usual 003820:do i? 003830:then again u have rarely seen me working, have u? 003840:i shud make sure you see me working more often 003850:looks like youve seen only goofy side of mine... 003860: 002;u dont look serious, u look earnest so i like it 003870:now that u say that 003880:it kind of looks ok... 003890: 003;maybe it looks that way to u lol 003900:yeah 003910:i think he's just fooling around with me 003920: 000;umm....... 003930: 000; 003940:<16, 60> 003950:This is smth i learned while majoring in films 003960:if u take a picture of smth or smone 003970:[bubble;focus]ur perception of ur subject 003980:[bubble;focus]is reflected in ur video or picture 003990: 001;hang on.. if that's true, i wonder what's in people's mind as they take my pictures.... 004000:lololol 004010:it's not really true 004020:it's just a theory 004030:u dont have to take it too srsly 004040: 00$;no wonder all my pictures my friends take for me turn out ridiculous+#086_40 004050:yup 004060:that must be why all pic Jay take for me 004070:turn out so weird 004080:[EMOTICON;well] 004090: 003;so based on that picture, what do u think Jay thinks about u? 004100:take a good look at it 004110:at first i thought his hands shook while trying to take my pic 004120:cuz i'm at the center of the picture 004130:but look at the camera i'm using 004140:it's the only thing in this pic that's not out of focus 004150:<1, 15> 004160:So Jay was aiming for the camera 004170:and i got to be part of the picture by accident lol 004180: 001;so does that mean Jay think u two became friends by accident? lol 004190:well lol 004200:umm... 004210:i'd say he's just thoughtless in this regards lol 004220: 002;no sweetie... u were so dazzling 004230:`so even Jay's camera couldnt capture u entirely 004240:whoa lol 004250:is that what this is about? lol 004260:srsly ur such a.... lol 004270: 000; 004280: 000;If i take a pic of u 004290:`i bet it'd most dazzling picture in the world 004300:oh... 004310:just a sec 004320: 001;what? what is it? 004330: 002;did smth urgent come up? 004340: 000; 004350:<61, 180> 004360:[img;086_B_02] 004370:during the meeting 004380:i tried my best to maintain composure 004390:but i guess i failed 004400: 001;did u write back? 004410:yeah 004420:i said thank you for looking out for me 004430:and i'll think about it 004440: 002;looks like u looked really serious back then... 004450:first let me write back 004460: 003;that director's right. so u dont have to be so disappointed 004470:ok 004480:i get what they're saying 004490:and i get what ur saying too 004500:and i'm finally starting to understand 004510: 000; 004520:<16, 60> 004530:I know this is smth 004540:everyone goes thru 004550:but now that it's happening to me 004560:it's really tough 004570: 001;i'm sure u can get over it! let's think this thru one by one! 004580:ok 004590:thnx sugar 004600:<1, 15> 004610:I feel like i'm relying on u too much 004620:whenever smth like this happens 004630:i'm sorry 004640: 001;what do u mean? of course u can rely on me, pls dont say that 004650:lol 004660:ok 004670:[EMOTICON;happy] 004680: 002;a true gf would stay at a time like this lol 004690:yeah 004700:i'm so glad 004710:ur here with me 004720: 000; 004730: 002;it's just that ur feeling frustrated right now, after some time you'll be fine 004740:ok 004750:so time is the answer 004760:that's right 004770:i have so much to do today 004780:once i spend a busy day 004790:it'd all feel like nothing 004800: 001;that's it! time is ur solution lol 004810:yup lol 004820: 002;are u that busy? 004830:there's a live show scheduled this evening 004840:so i have to go out this afternoon 004850:so i'd be as busy as yesterday 004860:no wait 004870:maybe i'll be even busier than yesterday 004880: 000; 004890: 003;that's becuz ur so caught up with that thought.. u shud think about smth else! 004900:ok 004910:so what shud i think about? 004920: 001;rather than worrying, u shud think about how to improve! that will help u improve+#086_50 004930:yeah 004940:ur right 004950:okay 004960: 002;why dont u think about me? 004970:umm.. 004980:tbh 004990:that's smth i do every day 005000:lol 005010: 000; 005020: 0000; 005030:<16, 60> 005040:ugh 005050:srsly 005060:Jay Ahn...! 005070: 001;what? what is it now? 005080:[EMOTICON;angry] 005090:he left a usb in my house 005100: 002;Jay? i thought he went to work 005110:yeah he did 005120:but he left an important usb behind 005130:so he wants me to fetch it for him 005140: 000;he left usb in my place 005150:but i dont have much time left 005160:for me to get ready 005170:for m.o.m 005180:[EMOTICON;well] 005190: 001;tell him ur busy and get it himself 005200:he cant 005210:he started shooting right now 005220:phew... 005230:looks like i have to go 005240: 002;use quick delivery service! 005250:i wish 005260:but it's too small 005270:and it's an important item 005280:and there's security risk issue here 005290:so i have to go... 005300: 003;maybe u can make it if u hurry 005310:yeah... 005320:he shouldve been more careful 005330:i doubt i have time to get ready for m.o.m 005340: 000;i shud just give it to him asap 005350:i shud go now... 005360:so i'm off 005370:#NO_REPLY; 005380:Jay left behind important usb so he wants me to get it 005390:[EMOTICON;well] 005400:phew... 005410:i'll fetch it for him 005420:and msg u later //L 005430:#INTRO;Honey are u all ready to go to the live show? 005440:<61, 180> 005450:yeah 005460:i'm on my way 005470: 001;how are u feeling? good? 005480:not bad 005490:but it's kind of crazy 005500: 002;are u almost there? 005510:not yet 005520:i started off just now 005530: 000; 005540:#DEFAULT; 005550:Things are just so haywire today 005560:[EMOTICON;omg] 005570: 001;but dont lose ur mind hon! :( 005580:lol 005590:i hope i dont fall asleep 005600:when there's a tv show scheduled 005610: 001;oh no! u shud get coffee! 005620:i shud do that 005630:with double shots 005640: 002;what if reporters capture u dozing off? lol 005650:then i'd be in huge trouble lol 005660:i shud stay wide awake 005670: 000;i shud get coffee later 005680: 002;i'm going haywire watching u lol 005690:i had no idea 005700:things will go so crazy since this morning 005710:no wait 005720:i think i wouldve gone haywire anyways 005730:even if i knew beforehand 005740: 003;still i'm glad u have no problem on ur way 005750:yeah 005760:i think i'll be there right on time 005770: 000; 005780:#START; 005790:<1, 15> 005800:It's been so long 005810:since i had shooting scheduled for muse of musical 005820:i remember whining to u on my way 005830:how im' having such a hard time 005840:and how bad i want more rest 005850: 001;yeah i remember lol 005860:back then i thought 005870:i'd be enjoying my ride on nostalgia train in the future 005880:i didnt think i'd get to think the same... lol 005890: 002;the good old memories.... 005900:it's been already a month 005910:When i say it's been a month 005920:it feels like it's been ages 005930:but then again it feels like it's been only a few days 005940: 003;dont u want to get more rest? 005950:yes i do lol 005960:but i'm not really desperate for a rest like i was back then 005970:i feel a little loose, shud i say? 005980: 000;ah the old days 005990:<16, 60> 006000: 001;look back at those days, for some reason it feels like u were so young back then 006010:lol 006020:does it look like i grew since then? 006030: 001;yeah u look much better 006040:then that's good 006050: 002;u were cute back then...+#086_60 006060:lolol 006070:what's the sudden reminiscence? 006080:but honey 006090:so are u saying i'm not cute anymore? 006100:hmm? 006110: 001;ur still cute but in a different way now 006120:umm.. lol 006130:that's not the most pleasant thing to hear 006140:but right now i'm training myself 006150:in a charm in addition to cuteness 006160:so once i'm done, check out which u prefer lol 006170: 002;no u are very cute 006180:lol 006190:thank u very much 006200:[EMOTICON;wink] 006210: 003;now ur gorgeous♡ 006220:u shud give me a warning before u say that! 006230:that's not fair to my heart, sweetie 006240:<1, 15> 006250: 000;[EMOTICON;sad] 006260:<1, 15> 006270: 000;i thought i grew up somewhat ever since lol 006280:but still 006290:i hope i look like i managed to improve a bit 006300:i actually took care with my clothes for this evening 006310: 00$;you'd look good on screen only when ur feeling good 006320:`but u had such a hard time so far :( 006330:that's what ur worried about? 006340:dont worry lol 006350:i'm not a contestant 006360:so i wont get a lot of screen time anyways 006370:i'm just gonna seat with the audience 006380: 001;u shouldnt put ur guard down... u dont know when they'll capture u 006390:maybe ur right... 006400:but then again... 006410:there are actually people out there 006420:who make memes out of a split second of screenshot... 006430: 002;well i'm glad if that's the case... 006440:yup 006450:but ur saying i shouldnt let my guard down, right? lol 006460:i'll keep that in mind 006470:[EMOTICON;happy] 006480: 000;but still 006490: 003;but while ur at it, u shud make urself look most gorgeous for the night! 006500:i'm already outside 006510:so it'd be impossible to add smth more to this 006520:umm... 006530:perhaps i shud show u 006540: 000;back then i had to rehearse every day 006550:`so i wore only the comfortable clothes 006560:`but today i gave some thoughts about what to wear 006570:<1, 15> 006580:[img;086_L_01] 006590:i did make myself look as decent as possible 006600: 001;hmm.. i think smth's missing... it's not bad but it's not good.. 006610:isnt that the same meaning as the usual? 006620:if i look the way i usually do, that's fine with me lol 006630:tonight's show isnt about me 006640:so it'd be weird to overdress 006650: 001;no... that's not the issue... umm i dont how to describe this 006660:`but u dont look so well.. 006670:i dont look so well? 006680:in that case 006690:i'll just grab smth good to eat! then i'll be fine 006700: 001;yeah! great idea lol u looked a little thin+#086_70 006710:sure 006720:but what shud i get? 006730:is there any good place to eat around here? 006740: 002;hmm... this wont do... honey i think u need make up+#086_80 006750:make up? 006760:oh... 006770:do i look that awful? 006780: 0000; 006790: 002;that's true lol ok lol+#086_70 006800:sure lol 006810:but i'm suddenly hungry 006820: 0000; 006830: 002;honey dont u have bb with u? or sunscreen? u need to do smth about ur facial tone 006840:i did find a sunscreen 006850:tucked away somewhere 006860:so i put it on before leaving... 006870:but what's bb? 006880:anyways i have neither of them on me right now 006890: 001;i thought u put make up during m.o.m... beauty balm? blemish balm? ring any bell? 006900:back then 006910:i just wore what the make up team put on me 006920:so i dont know about cosmetics 006930:but is that what i need right now..? 006940: 001;oh yes u do... u have to add it on ur face+#086_80 006950:then shud i buy one on my way...? 006960:hang on 006970: 002;it's not like it's a must... but i wish you'd use it...+#086_70 006980:then i'll be fine 006990:but if it looks like i really need it 007000:i'll ask the make up team to help me out 007010:before the show starts 007020:right now i look bad cuz i'm hungry lol 007030: 0000; 007040: 002;then i guess it cant be helped.. ur gonna have to look like that on tv..+#086_70 007050:yup lol 007060:it's probably just a shadow from the powerful sun 007070:if i look in the mirror i still look the way i do 007080:is it cuz i didnt have a lot of breakfast? 007090: 0000; 007100: 003;i think u look fine except for ur expressions! 007110:expressions? 007120:what about my expressions? 007130:do i look too dark? 007140: 001;no it's just that u look a little thin... are u hungry?+#086_70 007150:umm... 007160:a little 007170:i've been busy since morning 007180:so i didnt eat much cuz i was busy getting ready to leave.. maybe that's why 007190: 001;what?! then u shud eat smth! 007200:if i look thin to u 007210:i shud grab smth before i get there... 007220: 002;no wonder.. but do u have time to eat? 007230:yeah 007240:a little 007250:where can i find a diner around here? 007260: 000;shud i eat smth before i get there? 007270: 002;yeah ur face looks darker... dont u have any make up?+#086_80 007280:no.. 007290:i do have lotion and sunscreen 007300: 001;then u shud at least put them on! 007310:i meant at home........... 007320: 002; Phew... But they arent what u need right now.. 007330:no? 007340:uh... then what shud i do? 007350:hang on 007360: 000; 007370: 0000; 007380: 0000; 007390:##086_70 007400:<181, 300> 007410:I'm at a sandwich place! 007420:i might get hungry 007430:if the show takes too long 007440:i shud eat beforehand, right? 007450: 001;good thinking! 007460:i know lol 007470:i'm going to order the one with scrambled eggs and bacon 007480:with avocado added 007490: 002;dont the staff at the show give anything? 007500:they do give snacks 007510:but that's to make sure ur mouth doesnt feel unloved 007520:it's not enough to suffice a meal 007530: 003;oh sandwich sounds nice... 007540:yup 007550:i used to eat a lot at here during m.o.m 007560:didnt i ever tell u? 007570:but maybe i was in a hurry all the time 007580: 000;agh i'm hungry 007590:## 007600:##086_80 007610:<16, 60> 007620:let me go look for some cosmetic shops around here 007630: 001;yes pls do! i'm sure u can find at least one 007640:ok 007650:there must be one around here 007660:i remember it 007670:cuz its sign color was really peculiar 007680: 002;but if u think ur fine, i dont think u have to bother... 007690:no lol 007700:you've been saying i'm in a serious state 007710:if it's bad enough to make u tell me 007720:i think i have to do smth about this 007730: 000; 007740:<61, 180> 007750:I think i found one 007760:right across the street 007770:hold on 007780: 001;go ask them to give u a recommendation on foundation or bb cream! 007790:do i just ask for either one of them? 007800: 001;no! they are different in terms of thickness 007810:`and the colors they provide coverage for 007820:`so u gotta choose what's the best for ur skin type 007830:`but since ur face is close to spotless 007840:wait 007850:wait a minute honey lol 007860:i have no idea what ur talking about lolol 007870:<61, 180> 007880:right now i'm in the cosmetic shop 007890:let me ask what u told me and get a recommendation 007900: 002;ok i dont think you'd understand even if i tell u, so just ask for either one of them 007910:gotcha 007920:i'll ask for a recommendation! 007930: 000;honey? 007940: 002;dont be nervous! 007950:lol.... 007960:how did u know i'm nervous? 007970:<16, 60> 007980:ok i'm here... 007990:but what shud i ask...? 008000: 001;just ask for a recommendation, that's the fastest 008010:probably 008020:since i know nothing about cosmetics 008030:maybe that's why i'm getting more nervous 008040: 002;foundation with just the right level of coverage and tone to work magic on ur exhausted look 008050:tone and cov... what? 008060:uh... 008070:so compared to a camera 008080:is it like filter with no noise that will add just the right amount of spice to the mood? 008090:phew... 008100:i'll try first 008110: 000; 008120: 003;u shud check again whether ur at a right place 008130:i'm positive it is 008140:<1, 15> 008150:i checked one more time 008160:i'll go ask what u told me 008170: 000; 008180:<900, 1200> 008190:[img;086_L_02] 008200:i asked for a recommendation 008210:and they gave me make up as a bonus 008220:umm... 008230:[bubble;focus]is this really ok? 008240: 001;oh no u didnt lolololololol 008250:what? 008260:is it weird? 008270: 001;no ur...fine... 008280:......... 008290:i know i'm not fine 008300:it looks so weird to me... 008310: 002;yeah lol it's so weird! 008320:`what kind of shop did u walk into? 008330:`are u sure u were at a cosmetic shop? 008340:yeah... 008350:i checked twice... 008360: 000; 008370: 002;good! great! much better than before! 008380:this is better? 008390:i think 008400:this is too much... 008410: 001;no no! it will all wash away and look natural when ur face gets showered with light! it's ok! 008420:does make up actually wash away? 008430:i'm having hard time understanding 008440:but if u say so... 008450: 002;tbh ur right honey.. no one will tell u to stop even if u sue that shop 008460:lolololol 008470:ugh what shud i do? 008480:shud i get wet tissue and wipe it? 008490: 000; 008500: 003; Are you planning to stare directly into the sun? 008510:phew....... 008520:just as i thought 008530:it's weird, isnt it? 008540:no wonder they refused to show me the mirror.... 008550: 000;this is...kind of awkward 008560:<61, 180> 008570:[EMOTICON;omg] 008580:They said this is what i shud look like if i'm gonna be on tv 008590:but i wish i could at least wipe my lips 008600:everyone on the street is staring at me... 008610: 001;that's cuz u look so dashing lol 008620:lol 008630:hah 008640:i suddenly feel like hiding somewhere 008650: 002; They probably thought ur an famous actor 008660:lol... 008670:i wonder if they think i'm actually an actor for Peking opera 008680:if i dance along the way 008690: 003;no it's fine! really! it's just ur imagination 008700:ugh i dont know if that's true... lol 008710: 000; 008720:## 008730:<1, 15> 008740:Oh 008750:honey 008760:i got a call from Joseph 008770:i wonder why he's calling 008780:let me go talk to him! 008790: 001;sure honey! 008800: 002;watch it on ur way! lol 008810: 003;sure let's talk later! 008820: 000; 008830:#NO_REPLY; 008840:Honey u busy? 008850:i'm on my way 008860:let's talk later //D+30 008870:#INTRO;Talk to me before the show starts! lol 008880:<301,600> 008890:sure 008900:now i'm on stand by 008910:<1, 15> 008920:[img;086_D_01] 008930:i'm in front of the waiting room 008940: 001;huh? u look different! 008950:##086_70 008960:it's true that i didnt look so well 008970:## 008980:##086_80 008990:well 009000:the staff from make up team jumped when she saw me 009010:and asked who did this to me... 009020:but 009030:## 009040:did i look that bad...? 009050: 001;tbh... yeah... this is better... so much better 009060:lolololol 009070:if i look fine now it's ok with me 009080: 002;no she meant u look even better now! 009090:be honest with me lol 009100:even i cant say 009110:i looked ok back there... lol 009120: 000;then again it didnt look fine to me either... lol 009130: 002;i'm saving it...to my gallery and my heart... 009140:sure lol 009150:now i definitely look different 009160:so u can save it as much as u like 009170: 003;wait hang on! ur hair looks bit different! 009180:oh 009190:yeah 009200:as soon as 009210:the staff saw me 009220:##086_70 009230:she tried to figure out why my face looks so bad 009240:and she said i might look ok 009250:if i wear make up and rearrange my hair 009260:## 009270:##086_80 009280:she asked me where i got my make up from.... 009290:and added she didnt recognize me 009300:cuz my hair grew longer 009310:## 009320:so she rearranged my hair 009330:<1, 15> 009340:what do u think? 009350: 001;it looks great! so much better now! 009360:that's good 009370:she gave a little retouching on my hair 009380:but it's not hugely different, is it? 009390:it's just got bit curlier 009400: 002;umm... it looks good but i prefer what u looked like before :( 009410:tbh... 009420:my hair feels really curvy 009430:perhaps becuz of the perm 009440:it feels awkward 009450:will i look like i usually do once the curls go away? 009460:[EMOTICON;sad] 009470: 000; 009480: 000; 009490:#DEFAULT; 009500:[img;086_D_01] 009510:i'm on stand by 009520: 001;u look breathtaking! now u look so much better! 009530:?? 009540:hang on sweetie 009550:so are u saying i looked terrible before? 009560: 001;no not terrible... i meant u look even more breathtaking now.. 009570:ok 009580:i'll believe u... 009590:[EMOTICON;sad] 009600: 002;oh yes definitely lol 009610:lol 009620:tbh 009630:now that i got new make up 009640:when i looked in the mirror 009650:i thought now it's better 009660: 000;umm... so i guess i was 009670:##086_70 009680:i did look awful back there... lol 009690:## 009700:##086_80 009710:the staff from make up team jumped when she saw me 009720:and asked who did this to me... 009730:## 009740: 002;wow is it getting started? i'm getting excited...! 009750:i can hardly wait too 009760:i thought i'd just get to sit with the audience 009770:but they reserved a seat for me 009780:right at the front 009790: 003;huh? ur hair is different! are u wearing a wig? 009800:no 009810:it's mine 009820:when the staff from make up team 009830:##086_70 009840:saw me 009850:she said i look really tired today 009860:and told me i need some make up 009870:and retouching on my hair while we're at it 009880:so i said yes 009890:now my hair got a bit more curly 009900:## 009910:##086_80 009920:saw me 009930:she asked me what kind of make up shop i visited... 009940:she said she'll fix me and made me take a seat 009950:and offered for some rearrangement on my hair while we're at it 009960:it looks curlier now, right? 009970:## 009980: 001;that's ok! it suits u! 009990:it does? 010000:but it looks really awkward to me 010010:i hope the perm goes away soon 010020:but now that u say it looks good, it's starting to look good to me too lol 010030: 002;oh i see... it's cool but i think ur hairstyle before this one is better on u... lol 010040:agreed... 010050:it's not that i hate it but it feels so awkward as of now 010060:when it's just a perm lol 010070:will i feel less awkward once the perm goes away? 010080: 000; 010090: 000; 010100:#START; 010110:<16, 60> 010120:But i feel like i changed my hairstyles after years 010130:i think i kept my hair like that 010140:ever since college 010150:i think i had my last perm....... 010160:when i started elementary school, i think...... 010170: 001;ur not interested in hairstyles? 010180:i'm not completely uninterested lol 010190:i tried various styles 010200:but ended up returning to the style that works best for me 010210:so i've had the same hairstyle for years lol 010220: 002;u shud try hair bleach! and reggae hair! i'm sure evtng works on u lol 010230:reggae...? 010240:bleach is one thing 010250:but reggae is just unimaginable to me lol 010260:umm... 010270:i think i need more time to think on that one lol 010280: 000;it's still awkward to me 010290:<16, 60> 010300:hang on honey 010310:they want me to get ready to get in there 010320:<1, 15> 010330:wow 010340:in just a minute 010350:the last shooting for the show will start.... 010360:i remembered what i used to be like when i heard that 010370:i'm getting nervous... 010380: 001;the last show...? their pressure must be huge :( 010390:i'm sure it's no joke.. 010400: 002;u wouldve worn fancy outfits and mics on 010410:`and msged whole lot to me saying that ur so nervous if u were still there lol 010420:lol 010430:of course i would have 010440:i feel so nervous when i'm just watching 010450:the pressure would be monstrous if i get to stand on the stage myself lol 010460: 003;wouldnt u feel so accomplished and free at the end?+#086_90 010470:maybe lol 010480:i wonder what it's like 010490:since i didnt make it to the finals 010500:what wouldve happened if i managed to survive until the end? 010510:tho i never planned to lol 010520: 000; 010530:<1, 15> 010540:I hope 010550:both Joseph and Kola make it 010560:shud i slip outside for a bit until they get the results? 010570:i'm worried if i stay here 010580:the ones who should be winners would be eliminated 010590: 001;but Joseph's good! and didnt u tell me before Kola's good? i'm sure they'll both make it! 010600:i really wish they will 010610:tho i can see them separately on stage 010620:i wanna see them on the same stage too 010630: 00$;is it becuz of ur curse? 010640:yeah... 010650:i'm worried 010660:i've seen how Joseph and Kola tried harder than anyone 010670:so i believe they'll make it 010680:<1, 15> 010690:but if they're eliminated i'd feel like it's becuz i cheered for them 010700: 001;you'd never know unless u find out! u shud keep cheering to the end 010710:okay 010720:phew 010730:i just cant stop getting nervous lol 010740: 002;hmm... if ur so worried why dont u step out for a bit? i'll stay with u!+#086_91 010750:sure 010760:thnx hon 010770:[EMOTICON;happy] 010780: 000;phew... i shud think about this after i take a seat 010790: 003;honey... what if only one of them makes it? 010800:oh..... 010810:umm 010820:that's a pickle 010830:i cant congratulate just one of them... 010840:<1, 15> 010850:i shud hope both of them would do well 010860:[EMOTICON;sad] 010870: 000;phew... what shud i do? 010880:`i shud first take a seat and think about it 010890:<61, 180> 010900:i think the audience is entering now 010910:i'll see u sweetie 010920: 001;sure have fun! and good luck cheering lol 010930:i'm going to cheer as best as i can lol 010940: 002;tell them to not worry and i'm also rooting for them 010950:sure lol 010960:and i'll cheer as twice as hard for u 010970: 003;are there a lot of people? 010980:the non-RSVP audience will start coming in later 010990:but 011000:the stadium is so big 011010:i guess there are a lot of people coming in... 011020: 000; 011030:oh right 011040:darling 011050:this is live 011060:so there's no telling when it will end... 011070:i'll msg u as soon as we're done 011080:<2400, 3000> 011090:wow 011100:they got so much better 011110:they're incredible 011120: 001;is it all over? 011130:not yet 011140: 002;did they get much better than when u were there? 011150:now they're beyond comparison 011160:maybe it's becuz now there are only talented ones left 011170:but i can read from every single movement 011180:how hard they worked so far... 011190: 003;what about Joseph and Kola?! 011200:they finished tallying the votes 011210: 000; 011220:Right now 2 out of 14 have been eliminated 011230:Joseph and Kola survived 011240:they're gonna drop 2 more 011250:and finalize the top 10 011260:at the very last moment 011270: 001;oh... so there are still more people to go.. 011280:yeah... 011290:well 011300:now fewer people are getting eliminated compared to time when i was here 011310:but the weight of elimination cant compare to before 011320:so they're still very tensed 011330:both the contestants and the audience are tensed 011340: 002;wow... so the finals is almost over! 011350:yeah 011360:when i was still here, i used to wonder when we'll get to find out who are the winners 011370:and right now we're about to find out 011380:i felt everyone would be reminiscing like me 011390:especially 011400:just before 011410:they showed a video of clips from the past 011420:wow...... 011430:even i felt so teary 011440:##086_91 011450: 003;so are they showing the final ranks now? shouldnt u step outside? 011460:well the thing is 011470:i tried to do that like u said 011480:but the entrance is blocked right now 011490:and Joseph knows where i'm seated 011500:so i just cant leave 011510:[EMOTICON;sad] 011520:so i'm just gonna stay... 011530:[EMOTICON;sad] 011540:## 011550: 00$;How did u feel when u saw it? 011560:umm... 011570:remember i kept saying the memories are coming back to me while i was on my way here? 011580:it felt really strange lol 011590:it felt...so strange 011600:i see my fellow contestants on the stage i was once standing on 011610:and i'm watching it... it felt so... 011620:what if i'm still there? 011630:of course it's not what i wanted for myself 011640:but still i felt a bit complicated 011650:<1, 15> 011660:but their stage was so powerful 011670:they must have rehearsed so hard to pull off that performance lol i thought it was incredible 011680: 001;oh i understand how u feel.... you'd feel like ur the only one left behind...+#086_100 011690:`that's bit of a sorrow... :( 011700:`dont u feel gloomy? 011710:yeah... kind of 011720:oh but i'm not gloomy lol 011730:my thoughts refused to process the sorrow 011740:perhaps becuz the performances were so fabulous and dazzling lol 011750:[EMOTICON;happy] 011760: 002;dont u get motivated when us see people that work so hard? 011770:yeah a little lol 011780:phew 011790:i can still feel the fire from the performance 011800:my heart is beating 011810: 000; 011820: 000;Everyone was so great 011830:`including Joseph and Kola 011840:`i think i can still feel the fire 011850:<16, 60> 011860:[img;086_D_02] 011870:[bubble;focus]what's this? 011880: 001;what are u wearing? lololol people are gonna think ur his no. 1 fan lol 011890:the fans gave it to me 011900:but... 011910:when did...? 011920:hah... 011930: 002;but who's Woojin? Is it Kola? 011940:yeah 011950:that's his real name 011960:this is unfamiliar to u, right? 011970:the fans made them 011980:but when did they take this pice...? 011990:phew 012000: 003;what's wrong with ur face? lol 012010:i dunno 012020:why did they take my pic at that moment 012030:and not when i was so concentrated...? 012040: 000;??? when did they....? 012050:`geez i just cant let my guard down... 012060:`[EMOTICON;sad] 012070:<1, 15> 012080:i shud start controlling my face from now on 012090: 001;it's too late! one meme underway! 012100:lololol 012110:maybe i shouldve worn a mask 012120:like Harry 012130:[EMOTICON;well] 012140: 002;ok lol pretend that's not u 012150:but it's so me 012160:and talk about the thing i'm wearing on my head lol 012170: 003;but that's cute too 012180:............ 012190:it's embarrassing..... 012200: 000;oh 012210:they're starting again 012220:i'll see u! //N+30 012230:[bgm;n_happy] 012240:#INTRO;It's taking long for u to return tonight 012250:`is the show taking long? 012260:<301,600> 012270:Darling! 012280:thnx for waiting 012290:i'm back 012300: 001;dont mention it lol is the show over now? 012310:yeah 012320:evtng's over 012330:and we're going to the post party 012340: 002;good work today! 012350:u too 012360:[EMOTICON;happy] 012370:i'm on my way to the post party 012380:i couldnt pay a lot of attention to u today 012390:but thanks for waiting for me 012400: 000;i'm on my way to the post party 012410:#DEFAULT; 012420:thanks for waiting honey 012430:i'm back 012440: 001;are u done now? that took bit long 012450:yeah 012460:it took more than i thought until the final ranks were announced 012470:we just finished 012480:and now we're going to the post party 012490: 001;are u going too? 012500:umm... 012510:looking at how things are going 012520:i think i have to go... 012530: 002;oh! how did it turn out? 012540:i was about to get to that part lol 012550: 000; 012560: 002;i didnt wait long lol 012570:lol 012580:that's good 012590:i'm on my way to the post party 012600: 000;it's all over and i'm on my way to post party 012610:#START; 012620:<1, 15> 012630:It was amazing 012640:and Kola was the best 012650: 001;why? did he come in top 1? 012660:no 012670:someone else got the position 012680:and Joseph came in top 3 012690:and as for Kola... 012700:he was so close... but he was eliminated 012710: 001;but why is he the best? 012720:<1, 15> 012730:when he got eliminated 012740:he gave his last comments 012750:and i got to see the real Kola 012760:shud i say? 012770: 002;oh no.... is he ok? 012780:yeah he's fine 012790:he's chatting so brightly next to me 012800:of course he feels it's a shame 012810:but he says he has no regrets 012820: 000; 012830: 002;was his stage the best? 012840:yeah 012850:his and Joseph's stage were the best to me, of course 012860:but.... 012870:Kola got eliminated... 012880:and Joseph came in top 3 012890: 001;i see... but why is he the best? 012900:people tend to get sullen when they're eliminated, right? 012910:but he showed no signs of it 012920: 002;? are u teasing him? what's so great about that...? 012930:no no i'm not teasing him 012940:i earnestly thought he was best 012950:becuz of his attitude when he got off the stage 012960: 000;the thing is 012970: 003;i'm dyring to know! tell me! :(+#086_110 012980:Joseph came in top 3 012990:and Kola was eliminated 013000:but here's the thing 013010: 000;unfortunately Kola didnt make it..while Joseph did 013020:`but the thing is 013030:<1, 15> 013040:[bubble;focus]He said on his way off the stage 013050:[bubble;focus]tho they are now going on different paths 013060:he hopes they all can meet again at the very top 013070:so although he was eliminated 013080:he looked so confident and so assured 013090:i thought that was impressive 013100:I'm guessing tonight 013110:that raised a huge discussion 013120:at forums on m.o.m lol 013130: 001;really? that was unexpected... 013140:yup lol 013150:i was surprised too 013160:he said evtng he wanted to 013170:while making sure he didnt ruin the atmosphere 013180:he looked so cool 013190:and i felt his way of thinking is so mature 013200: 002;how was he? i wonder how he managed to impress u so much! 013210:lol 013220:hmm 013230:this is what i found most impressive - 013240:he told everyone to stay tuned cuz this is only a chapter of himself 013250:and he'll return even better in the future 013260:<1, 15> 013270:that was so cool 013280: 00$;there's one more thing people are going crazy on m.o.m forum! the picture of ur getting ur soul stolen lol 013290:ugh... 013300:honey 013310:pls forget about it..... 013320:my friends 013330:are already making weird memes out of it... :'( 013340: 001;in that case i so gotta see it! show me! 013350:u mean it? 013360:phew... 013370:one sec 013380:let me brace myself 013390:<16, 60> 013400:[img;086_N_01] 013410: 001;lolololololololololololol 013420:pls dont laugh..... 013430: 002;i'm saving it :) 013440:i knew u would.... 013450: 000;i shud stay away from that chat room for a while 013460: 002;dont worry lol u still look adorable 013470:i just get the feeling 013480:that these guys 013490:are getting better and better 013500:at making fun of me 013510:phew 013520:[EMOTICON;omg] 013530: 000;[EMOTICON;sad] 013540: 000; 013550:<16, 60> 013560:what were u doing so far? 013570: 001;getting ready for bed! 013580:oh 013590:right it's past ur bedtime 013600:are u staying awake becuz of me? 013610:ur shud sleep if ur sleepy 013620: 002;my night is just getting started! i'm having so much fun! 013630:lolol 013640:that's good 013650:then i'll call briefly u once i'm done with the party 013660: 003;i was waiting for u! 013670:u were? 013680:then i must have kept u waiting for so long 013690:but honey 013700:once i go to post party 013710:i think it's going to take a while until the party's over 013720:u can just go to bed 013730: 001;no i'm gonna wait :( 013740:are u sure you'll be ok? 013750: 001;yeah! 013760:ok then 013770: 002;i'll stay with u as long as i can 013780:ok then 013790:u can sleep right away if ur sleepy 013800:[EMOTICON;happy] 013810: 000;sweetie u sleeping? 013820: 002;really? 013830:yeah 013840:all contestants got together for once 013850:so i have a feeling we'll be having a huge dinner together.... 013860: 001;if that's true, then.... 013870:yup lol 013880: 002;i still have smth to do so i'll make myself busy and wait for u lol 013890:is that so? 013900:gotcha lol 013910:i was worried in case ur trying so hard to stay awake 013920: 000;u dont have to stay awake if ur sleepy! 013930: 000; 013940: 0000; 013950:<1, 15> 013960:Oh 013970:i just arrived 013980:honey let's talk later! 013990: 001;sure have fun! 014000:ok lol 014010:i'll see u later 014020:[EMOTICON;happy] 014030: 002;show me a photo from the party later! 014040:lolololol 014050:hmm.. 014060:i'm sure u dont really need to see other contestants 014070:but i'll think about it lol 014080:i'll be seeing u! 014090: 003;hope u get to eat smth good! 014100:sure lol 014110:ugh i'm famished 014120:i'll talk to u later! 014130:[EMOTICON;happy] 014140: 0000; 014150:<2400, 3000> 014160:Honey u sleeping? 014170: 001;Zzz..... 014180:lolololol 014190:why did u stay awake? 014200:u can just go to bed if ur sleepy 014210: 001;i kept having vision of ur face in my eyes+#086_120 014220:srsly? 014230:u cant say such thing on a night 014240:that makes me feel so good 014250:and excited lol 014260:[EMOTICON;happy] 014270: 001;i'm saying it cuz it's night lol are u on ur way home after the party? 014280:yeah 014290:we simply had dinner and parted our ways 014300:we decided to later set a date to REALLY party 014310: 002;u look like ur in good mood right now! 014320:yeah 014330:i am 014340:all we did was simply eating 014350:but maybe it's cuz i saw several people i've been missing 014360: 000; 014370: 002;i am asleep... Zzz+#061_130 014380:lol 014390:in that case i shud tell u good night 014400: 001;aww why? lol u shud tell me good job waiting! 014410:i thought ur sleeping 014420:uh wait 014430:@@ 014440:ur not asleep! lol 014450:so u were waiting for me! 014460:[EMOTICON;ohyeah] 014470: 002;(ok! good night) 014480:lolol 014490:wait honey 014500:can u stay with me for a bit? 014510:i'll tell u what happened 014520: 000; 014530: 000; 014540: 002;no!!!! i was awake!!!! 014550:lolol 014560:ok!!! 014570:good!!!! 014580:now i'm no my way home 014590: 001;sure how was it? did u have fun? 014600:yep 014610:i wasnt the only one eliminated there 014620:the other ex contestants were also there 014630:so we got to have fun for once 014640: 002;good for u lol i thought you'll party the night away but i guess that's not it 014650:they did make final rank announcements 014660:but the show isnt technically over yet 014670:so we just had dinner 014680:and save the real party for later lol and thus we parted our ways early 014690: 000; 014700: 001;u look like ur in great mood! i'm feeling great too! 014710:[EMOTICON;happy] 014720:yeah i feel good 014730:partially becuz we had fun 014740: 002;dont u feel it's a shame the m.o.m is over? 014750:sort of 014760:but it was cool 014770:since it was a good memory for me lol 014780: 000; 014790: 0000; 014800:<1, 15> 014810:I started feeling better 014820:once i met several people after so long 014830:and talked about a variety of things 014840: 001;yup u shouldnt stay indoors when there's smth troubling u 014850:yup 014860:i wouldve kept moping 014870:if i decided not to go to the show 014880: 00$;srsly? that's good! m.o.m is such a great show 014890:i'll say 014900:when i first started to star 014910:i didnt think it'd be this great 014920:it's such a good tv show lol 014930:i met a bunch of good people 014940:had a lot of fun 014950:and now i feel so much better.. 014960: 001;i shud look for some other survival program for u+#086_130 014970:wait that's a bit.. lol 014980: 002;yep every experience counts honey! 014990:yeah 015000:it does 015010:<1, 15> 015020:maybe 015030:my current trouble 015040:will later be only a part of my experience 015050: 000; 015060: 003;it's all good to me as long as u feel good! i hope u keep feeling good! 015070:honey 015080:sorry for all the trouble becuz of my mood 015090: 001;it was tough on me.. a little... 015100:sorry 015110:i really didnt want it to influence u 015120:but it ended up influencing u 015130: 002;no it wasnt that bad 015140:i'm glad if that's the case 015150:still i'm sorry 015160:i didnt want u to see me like this 015170: 000; 015180: 000;Honey 015190:<16, 60> 015200:to be honest 015210:i'm still confused 015220:i'm not sure if i can really work with movies in the future 015230:and i'm worried 015240:if i'll end up doing nothing but following my father's footprints 015250:[bubble;focus]but i decided to take it easy 015260:[bubble;focus]i'm going to take my time and think this thru slowly 015270:[bubble;focus]about what i can do about this 015280: 001;that's right sweetie - everyone has a different pace 015290:sure 015300:as u kept trying to comfort me 015310:and as i saw how other people try to cheer for me 015320:i felt i'm having a tough time cuz i'm trying to fix this immediately 015330:so i'm going to take my time 015340:with u 015350: 002;i know u can do it, i believe in you 015360:thanks 015370:it's all thanks to you 015380:that i could finally settle on this solution 015390:cuz u kept trying to comfort me 015400:and gave me advice 015410:[EMOTICON;happy] 015420:thank you so much 015430:[EMOTICON;happy] 015440: 003;dont worry i'll always be there for you 015450:ok 015460:ur words always raise me up 015470:i wouldve been caught with a problem that i can fix by myself 015480:if you hadnt told me that 015490:tho i cant amend this right now 015500:i'm sure this experience will take me one step higher 015510:[EMOTICON;happy] 015520: 000; 015530:<1, 15> 015540:Honey 015550:i want to call u 015560:can i? 015570: 001;sure lol go ahead 015580:ok 015590: 002;give me just 5 minutes! 015600:sure 015610:[phone;086_c_N;300] 015620: 000;i guess ur sleeping lol 015630:`good night sweetie 015640:`[phone;086_c_N;off] 015650:#NO_REPLY; 015660:u must be sleeping\ni had a great time\nhoney\nthis is smth i felt today and yesterday\ni was so caught up with my problem and got confused and couldnt pay attention to u\nbut thnx for staying with me all the time\ntbh my problem is not all gone\ni'm worried whether i can work with movies\nand i'm worried i might follow my father's footsteps and go no further from there\nbut now i wont let that make me anxious\ni'm going to take my time and think about what i shud do\ni could reach this conclusion becuz u were always there for me so thank u for that\ngood night\nsee u tmr 015670:[phone;086_c_N;off] 015670: